A short notation
Because I made a commitment. My first reflection after one week (almost) of fasting, is that it is difficult and therefore powerful. My second reflection is that I made extra extra fasting/consecration goals and commitments above what was set by our pastor, and I have held almost none of them. Is it wrong? I have stuck with the consecration in general, and am seeing the results of my increased prayer strength. But…it IS still breaking a promise I made to God, that I am doing for variety of direct and indirect reasons. Can’t work out because I cant get a schedule together that ends before 10pm. Having issues with timing my nightly prayer to not have me up at 1:30am like I am now. Holding fast to the food portion of the fast but feeling doubtful of my power, my tongues, my experience. I know I need to have faith, it is a trial. Praying to be released from strongholds isn’t enough if I can’t fight everyday. And everyday I’m fighting and losing at one specific battle. what to do?